urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drummroll16 drummroll16 drummroll16 drummroll16 2005-11-18T02:47:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drummroll16:2418 Hello 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2005-11-18T02:47:08Z the radio decided I should update! have a blast... baha<br /><br />Yeah so lately things have been tough. I made the varsity basketball team and practices are real tough. I guess I expected things to be different. oh well atleast I have fun, and we got our new warmups today, and soon we get our new Jerseys... their hott! saturday we travel to rome, NY and have four scrimmages against real good teams. I am looking forward to the season, and I know itll get my ass in shape come softball. I cannot wait for spring... if only it could come faster. OH well, until then I got open gym each sunday and thats cool because I have a blast! the softball girls are the coolest people ever!<br /><br />so schools going pretty good besides the stupid, pointless, annoying drama part. I love how people start drama like its their hobby... it gets really annoying but I guess I have to deal wit it.<br /><br />and I feel like I cant trust anyone anymore. everytime I have someone that I am close to and I do alot for them, its like someone turns a switch on them and they want nothing to do with me? maybe its me? maybe its them? all I can do is wonder at this point... I mean when you are good friends with someone and everything seems right and then BOOM they want nothing to do with you, it Just... hurts? I guess everything happens for a reason and I have to move on. but I think some peope get humor out of messing with me? and making up random screen names and pretending to be me and make my friends hate me? yeah thats soo highschool like. baha not! well yeah thats enough... for now atleast! hahahaha wow<br /><br /><br />never make someone your everything<br />because when their gone, you got nothing...<br /><br /><br /><br />leave comments &hearts;